I am finally moving on

This Whatever
Purplephoenix


The lonely road to moving on
I learned a lot about me and love
In the ten years I gave to you
I am finally letting go, seriously

Know that I tried to hold on
Know that I have loved too much but myself
That's why I am doing this
It's about time I did

So, I'm saying goodbye
Coz I've exhausted the very last
Drop of my weary heart's blood
In leaving this whatever behind
In a good note but won't let it in again

What this "whatever" is
In reality is just a convenience for you
To find a space in between
A second choice, a back-burner, a mean-time companion
Closing my eyes and try to believe
That you really mean well

I have finally faced the truth
And it came like a hard slap
You'll never see me more than just a friend
Or did you even consider that when you
Complicated things with every sweet nothing?