Confused Heart

Love. Fear. It goes hand in hand with the emotions you go through when you found someone that really captured your heart in a special way. It's unlike the feeling that you had with the other guys or girls that you've been with. Sure, the others were ok. But, there's this one particular person that you couldn't forget because you saw the magic that you were looking for in his/her eyes when you're together. It was perfect. You begin to feel comfortable together that you can be yourself with this person. Friendship deepens and so is the emotions inside your heart. The scenario after could be that feelings are hidden from each other or that feelings are revealed to each other. The nature of the friendship is too perfect that it scares you to death to the thought of losing it. Complicated isn't it?

It's hard to define a friendship that has a touch of unlikely sweetness in a "platonic" friendship. Being the girl that I am, I get confused. I keep asking myself, "What's the real deal with this whole thing?" I keep analyzing and finding meaning to all of this because it's all confusing. But, then again, with all this twisted messages and complicated situations, maybe some things are better left unsaid.